Sepenggal Cerita Tentang Dirimu

Haii. Jadi kemarin aku baru sadar aku pernah nulis kalimat galau gitu di notes. And now im going to post it lol. Mungkin sekitar satu setengah tahun yang lalu aku bikinnya. So yeah, enjoy it.

Kau, lelaki pertama yang membuatku kecanduan. Layaknya seorang pecandu rokok yang seakan tak bisa bertahan tanpa rokok. Seperti itulah yang ku rasakan saat ini. Rasanya seperti kau sudah menjadi bagian dalam diriku, menjadi penopang hidupku. Apa kau tahu bagaimana rasanya menjalani hidup ini tanpa dirimu? Ya, rasanya sama seperti pasien yang sedang koma dalam jangka waktu yang panjang, yang bertumpu hanya pada peralatan medis untuk bertahan hidup. Seperti itu yang kurasakan jika peralatan medis tersebut dicabut dari tubuh sang pasien. Kau membunuhku.

Ps: maybe its a lil bit alay but yeah i just cant handle myself not to post it on my blog XP

Just Me and My Story

Hello guys! Finally i got time to visit my own blog lol. I want to share a lil bit about my senior high school life since i've been officially graduated from my school.

Senior High School 1 Surabaya

So here i come with a lot of stories. I'll tell you about my first year at this school first. Not much I can tell you about it, cuz lol nothing was really happened. I mean its just me and my friends doing the same things again and over again (doing those school's stuffs like everybody does). I'm a shy person when i'm surrounding by strangers. So all that I can say, in that period, i'm so quite (if only you don't know me well). Oh and I almost forget this, i met my-warmy-cutie-friends here. They're : BUC (stands for Bubble Under the Chair lol. They're so nice, lovely, cute, ah its really nice to know them); Maria aka my deskmate, thanks for everything, good to know you; and then Raissa, the most-gajelas-but-super-ngangenin-and-always-understanding-me-person, the one that i love the most untill now; and the last Santi, the super-cute-girl-that-look-like-a-kid-but-yeah-she's-wayy-older-than-me-tho.

Then, the second year at this school. I think my class is full of famous people. Like....uhm ok you don't have to know. I was like "omg, seriously, I don't think I belong in this class". But yeah now I thank to God, I met my super-duper-luvly-friends in this class. I'm still quite in this class, I mean....yeah several friends told me that they doesn't even know that I was their classmates omg. In this class I met new friends, like TOD Lovers (cuz we really love to play TOD like all the time so we named it for us), Teliotter (we named it cuz we used to go to the toilet most of the time lol), Snowman (i really had no idea why Niko named us Snowman, just like the pen's merk lol). Wuhuu i got a lot of friends, really. I love to spend my time with them.

Ugh, i'm so sleepy now. I'll tell you about my last year at school later ok? I was really had so much fun on that year. So see you another time maybe? Nightynight. xoxo

ps: pardon my grammar lol

Chemistry

Pernah tidak kalian merasa seperti tersengat arus listrik saat melihat mata seseorang yang padahal menurut kalian mereka biasa aja?

Saya pernah nih merasakan yang seperti itu. Dan itu rasanya aneh. Aku terkejut saat merasakan hal itu. Padahal saya tidak menaruh rasa suka pada orang tersebut.

Apa menurut kalian hal itu yang dianggap "Chemistry"?

Dunno

Akan ada satu titik dimana kalian akan berharap tentang sesuatu yang bahkan akan terdengar gila dan mungkin juga akan terdengar tidak masuk akal agar hal itu terwujud.

Blablabla

Indonesia itu aneh. Mungkin karena terlalu banyak warganya kali ya. Jadi susah diatur. Padahal, coba kalau masyarakatnya pada tertib semua. Pasti asyik deh. Pasti bakalan banyak banget bule yang mau mengunjungi Indonesia.

Kebanyakan warga di Indonesia itu rakus. Kayak nggak pernah liat duit. Duit negara, duit warga malah dimakan sama para koruptor buat mengenyangkan perut mereka sendiri. Padahal banyak banget warga yang masih kurang mampu di Indonesia. Apalagi di daerah pedalaman. Bahkan mereka ada yang mati kelaparan. Kasian banget kan ya. Parah emang. Mereka ga bisa berterima kasih ya. Padahal ada orang yang nyari kerjaan itu susaaaaah banget. Ujung-ujungnya mereka jadi pengangguran deh. Bahkan sampai ada yang berani mencuri karena butuh uang. Kalau kayak gini, gimana Indonesia bisa maju.

Trus juga orang Indonesia itu kebanyakan nggak peduli sama lingkungan. Yang hutan ditebanglah, buang sampah di kali lah, buang sampah di pantai lah. Liat aja tuh Pantai Kuta di Bali udah makin kotor. Apa sih susahnya buang sampah? Toh kalau nggak ada tong sampah di sekitar kita berdiri kan bisa tuh sampahnya dipegang dulu di tangan atau nggak di masukin ke saku. Baru deh dibuang di tong sampah.

Sebenarnya kapan hari itu aku udah nyusun kalimat panjang lebar tentang korupsi, lingkungan, dkk buat ditulis di blog, tapi beginilah saya. Suka lupaan kalau nggak langsung ditulis. Jadi ya segini saja deh tulisan saya kali ini.

Bye :)

Ruang 11 SMAN 1 Surabaya

Gini ini kegiatannya anak-anak di kelasku waktu jam kosong. Semuanya pada narsis. Nggak semuanya narsis sih. Tapi yang nggak narsis sih cuma sedikit. Chek this out deh ya xixi:))

Kelas Baru, Teman Baru~

Tahun ajaran baru, sekolah baru, guru baru, kelas baru, teman baru, dan tidak kalah pentingnya.....gebetan baru *eh:)) Aku cepat beradaptasi sih sama kelas ini. Tapi bukan berarti aku merasa sangat nyaman berada di kelas ini. Ya setidaknya nggak kayak kelas 9 dulu. Di sini anaknya semuanya saling berinteraksi. Sejujurnya, aku pingin curhat tentang kelas ini. Tapi berhubung ini sudah malam, tugas dan hafalan ulangan juga masih menumpuk, dengan terpaksa saya akhiri. Sekian & see you later! :-D

2NE1 - In The Club *English Translation*

I'm trying to erase your scent now
I'm trying to forget your touch now
Why did you have to be like that
I can't believe it, in the end you were that sort of guy


I'm trying to find my life now
I'm trying to meet my friends now
You obviously lied, and again, like a fool
I doubted that it was true


Can you please take away all the promises you made?
Even the petty habits, even the small memories
I'll burning them all away
I'm putting you who lives in me, to sleep
The image of you knew up till now won't exist anymore


In the club tonight, for him
In the club, I'll give him my everything
In the club, please embrace my painful scars too
So that only for tonight, I'd be able to forget you


See your figure dancing inside the dazzling night
You place your hand on the hip of first girl you see
In the loud club, I shout out louder for you
You seem like you don't ever hear a thing


Tonight, I'll also forget you for a while
I'll erase all the pictures of you and me on my desk
It's tiring, I want to escape from you but
Why do I keep remembering you? I'm not okay


Can you please take away all the promises you made?
Even the petty habits, even the small memories
I'll burning them all away
I'm putting you who lives in me, to sleep
The image of you knew up till now won't exist anymore


In the club tonight, for him
In the club, I'll give him my everything
In the club, just like the way you were with that girl
I'll love easily


In the club tonight, for him
In the club, I'll give him my everything
In the club, please embrace my painful scars too
So that only for tonight, I'd be able to forget you


When this night completely ends
Seems like I'll be left alone in my room
Seems like I'll be crying like a foolI still see you in my dreams
Now, I'll let you go
You shouldn't look for me again either


In the club tonight, for him
In the club, I'll give him my everything
In the club, just like the way you were with that girl
I'll love easily


In the club tonight, for him
In the club, I'll give him my everything
In the club, please embrace my painful scars too
So that only for tonight, I'd be able to forget you


Nb : Lirik lagunya keren kan? 2NE1 gitu:)))

Stop Global Warming

STOP GLOBAL WARMING!

Caranya?

Dengan mengubah kebiasaan kita (dalam arti, ubah kebiasaan negatif jadi kebiasaan positif)

Contohnya :

1. Hentikan kebiasaan menggunduli hutan dan mulailah melakukan reboisasi pada hutan-hutan yang telah gundul
2. Mulailah menanam tanaman dalam jumlah yang banyak (toh, nanti jadi terlihat lebih asri)
3. Jangan membuang sampah SEMBARANGAN! (oke, aku nggak tahu hubungannya global warming sama buang sampah sembarangan itu apa'-'v tapi kan setidaknya, agar terhindar dari banjir)

Emangnya kalian mau bumi kita jadi kayak gini?

Parah banget, ngeri bayangin bumi meleleh.  Bumi aja meleleh, apalagi kita

Atau yang seperti ini?

Ngeri banget-__-

Atau... jangan-jangan yang seperti ini?

Emangnya kalian mau bumi kita jadi kayak telur gini?-____-

2 Hari Lagi

Pengumuman hasil UNAS tinggal 2 hari lagi
Semakin penasaran sama nilaiku
Dan juga....semakin takut
Takut kalau nanti hasilnya kurang memuaskan
Takut kalau nanti hasilnya nggak bisa buat orangtua bangga
Kebanyakan takutnya